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what i realized today: sometimes even the people you trust the most let you down. and there’s nothing you can do about it. Because things change, people change. Relationships change. and when someone doesn’t need you anymore they’re not going to care as much. Or at all. They’re not going to care, that’s simply it. Because they have someone else to help them through it. But my question is this. What if they’re the one you go to for help? And they leave you. Or betray you, unknowingly. Or on purpose. Either way, what then? I understand the answer anyone would probably give is to just move on. Life changes, and so we have to change with it. But then i start to question the legitimacy of what i meant to them in the first place. Or vice versa. I question whether or not it even meant that much to either of us to begin with. Or even more, if it was all meant to be a temporary thing from the start. Something meant to last only until its not needed anymore. Then we simply return to our old ways. But what if the old way of things leaves me with nothing. Except wasted time, energy, and emotions. Wasted love. Regret. What if all the good times we had were meant to come to an end someday. What if, what if. But i wasn’t aware of that. I should have known this would happen. I should have seen it coming from the start. I should have stopped while i wasn’t in so deep. I can move on, i know i can. i can forgive, but i don’t think i’ll ever forget it.